39# Of Dark Blood and Fucking

39# Of Dark Blood and Fucking

I dunno how am i goin to study so many shits for my A2 trial. Next week is already the practical papers and now i'm still trying to finish the syllabus. Fuck. I got 4 subjects. The most now i think is maths. How am i goin to do vectors wei. 3 dimensionals somemore. 2 dimension is already killing me and now we have to fucking deal with 3. Mechanics is really an interesting and pissing off paper. Ms Shoba used an hour class to teach us a question. A really tough one. And in fact, we got 6 -7 ques for this paper and must be completed within 1 hour and 15 minutes. How are we goin to complete the ques? All of it are so godamn sick. Just a simple diagram and some given values. They can twist the ques upside down. Somehow i still like mechanics. Bcoz at least it's better than the fucking pure maths paper.

1 more week for theory papers. We still have options topic to go but everything is goin to come out in the exam. God. We must finish the syllabus, study all the shits, do the past year trials papers just within a week. How are we goin to score it? Trial is absolutely trial, try try only, every one will sie in the end...

Recently there are so many stupid problems surrounding me. Everything involved. Life, family, relationship, studies, exams, tensions, future studies. God, fuck tat shit.
I noe u are testing me but for sure i'm goin to go thru all of these.
U can take His life away from us, but we are still having His blood within us.
Grandpa i love u always.