227# To the world to dictate our death, 2
1
There was once i had this msn conversation with this old friend of mine. Had the usual chat with an old friend who have not meet for years.
I rarely chat with her since she rarely go online. And each time when she managed to online and found me in the msn, without fail she will ask me about my current status.
"Wei... got gf already not ar...?"
That was getting irritating...
How many fuckin' times people want to ask that fucked up question? And each of everytime i'll give the same answer again and again. Other than this girl, the rest of the people do like to ask the same stuff too.
I don't know how many times i'd need to repeat my line for the answer. Apparently these jokers are not bored of asking the same shit everytime.
My reason, well. No time. I want to put on 100% for my studies. And they don't seem to accept my answer, and reply with the word "sure bo?", "really meh?", "dun lie la" and all kind of fucked up reactions.
Folks, i'm not an excellent student nor an average one. I'm below average. Since the other excellent students put on 100% of their efforts for studies, therefore i'd need to put on 120% of my hardwork in order to catch up.
Although we have only about 2 hours of lecture every weekday, but it doesn't mean that we are enjoying our sweet time.
For each page of lecture notes, we usually need almost an hour to understand, remember and memorize. It's something like reading a story. But we need to remember who, why, what, when, where, which, how of the entire story.
Medicine is not as straight forward, unlike accounting which that girl i mentioned is studying. And she din't even pass her accounting course though. Therefore, there's no reason for this girl to say i'm giving fucked up reasons such as no time, or busy with studies.
Bitch, you have your lifestyle, i have mine. My life is, study, family and friends. With or without a girl friend is not your concern at all. I don't have to report to you even if i had one.
The way you were saying that "2 hours of lecture only ma... i have more leh..." was really pissing me off. Please don't fucking compare an accounting course's lecture with a medical ones. One is a diploma level and one is a degree level, which is the toughest degree.
Free? Yes i did have free time during the semester. And the "free time" i had was time from 12.30am to 5.30am, where i can get my hands off from books, notes or steering wheels.
"Only a medical student will understand a medical student's life"
Motherfuckin' bitch. This person can be listed under the worst bitch i've ever met. Bitch as in the way she critiqued my course, my status, and my choice of being a single.
Wen Ying. If all of these times you were trying to challenge my temper, congrats that you've succeed. I'm not going to meet you up in person nor in group anymore next time.
I don't see you treat me as a friend. But just a mode of transport and a person for you to make fun with. What i got from you are just your fucking teases. And what i got from you through the msn are also the same shits.
Slut, go get a life. Hope you fuckin' burn in Hell.
And also the other sluts. I'm not going to name you all. But i just hope you girls will die one day, as a price of calling me a jerk just because i did not accept you all in the past.
Sie sind es die sich
anderlieb festhalten
fuer immer betend auf knien
vor der (finisteren) goetten
Weltmacht oder Niedergang.
9.8.06
226# One e and the...
226# One e and the...
It's been a while since the last day i've blogged. I do write a lot if i'm being idle at home. Now recently i have things to work with finally, so i did not bother to write...
Drum lesson has started since last friday. Pretty nice. Hands and legs coordination is difficult as i could expected. Drum riffs are not a problem since i've paid attention to drums for R&B and metal.
I have attended 2 lessons so far. Found it pretty interesting. Feel like having a set of standard 5 pieces at home. But too bad drums noise is hard to be toleranted. That's why i can't get the licence to have one at home from my dad.
The drum instructor is currently studying at UiTM. A junior of my previous electric guitar instructor who has already graduated. Does UiTM got music course? Well, i didn't know that.
I was asked whether i'm a lefty or a right handed person. I'm a left handed. But i play the guitar like how a right handed person does. Right hand is used to pick and strum, while the left fingers are for chord. Thus the right hand's strengh is greater, and the left fingers' strengh is stronger.
Therefore i'm playng the drums with right handed position, the standard ones. Which hi hat on the left and crash/ride on the right. The feeling of holding the drum sticks and make beats is very enjoyable.
I have no idea how drummer like Joey Jordison can swing his hand with twelve eight timing and play the drums at the same time. But double bass that all metal band have is really my kind of stuff.
So far drummers who i like, other than the super Joey Jordison from Slipknot, Nicholas Barker from the former Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir and Old man child's band is also one of my favourite drummer. Although this drummer is kind fat, bald, cannot swing his hair, but his skill is really superb.
Nicholas Barker
Joey Jordison not bad too. He has his own signatured 18" x 6.5" Pearl snare drum. And he can perform his drum skills on a 90 and 360 degree rotating platform. And also his head banging timing count with his long hair... Wondering how he breath with his mask.
Joey Jordison
And his drum set up.
Damn, why am i writing these boring stuff? Just want to have a new post. But if you're looking for something interesting to read, Yee Pei's page has one.
PS: I have broadband, finally.
It's been a while since the last day i've blogged. I do write a lot if i'm being idle at home. Now recently i have things to work with finally, so i did not bother to write...
Drum lesson has started since last friday. Pretty nice. Hands and legs coordination is difficult as i could expected. Drum riffs are not a problem since i've paid attention to drums for R&B and metal.
I have attended 2 lessons so far. Found it pretty interesting. Feel like having a set of standard 5 pieces at home. But too bad drums noise is hard to be toleranted. That's why i can't get the licence to have one at home from my dad.
The drum instructor is currently studying at UiTM. A junior of my previous electric guitar instructor who has already graduated. Does UiTM got music course? Well, i didn't know that.
I was asked whether i'm a lefty or a right handed person. I'm a left handed. But i play the guitar like how a right handed person does. Right hand is used to pick and strum, while the left fingers are for chord. Thus the right hand's strengh is greater, and the left fingers' strengh is stronger.
Therefore i'm playng the drums with right handed position, the standard ones. Which hi hat on the left and crash/ride on the right. The feeling of holding the drum sticks and make beats is very enjoyable.
I have no idea how drummer like Joey Jordison can swing his hand with twelve eight timing and play the drums at the same time. But double bass that all metal band have is really my kind of stuff.
So far drummers who i like, other than the super Joey Jordison from Slipknot, Nicholas Barker from the former Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir and Old man child's band is also one of my favourite drummer. Although this drummer is kind fat, bald, cannot swing his hair, but his skill is really superb.
Nicholas Barker
Joey Jordison not bad too. He has his own signatured 18" x 6.5" Pearl snare drum. And he can perform his drum skills on a 90 and 360 degree rotating platform. And also his head banging timing count with his long hair... Wondering how he breath with his mask.
Joey Jordison
And his drum set up.
Damn, why am i writing these boring stuff? Just want to have a new post. But if you're looking for something interesting to read, Yee Pei's page has one.
PS: I have broadband, finally.
2.8.06
225# Implying explicity, part 2.
225# Implying explicity, part 2.
Freedom of speech. Can we do that in our blogs? I doubt it.
I know no one will actually give a damn about what you are writing. But there will still have some jobless surfers to read and comment your blog.
Most of the people write personal stuffs about their life. Most of the girls write bimbo blogs, where they post about where they went, who they went with, what they bought, what they have for dinner... The most typical bimbo blog is the award winning xia xue, apparently.
And some of them will write things other than their personal stuffs. Topics which are more general and controversial. Example like jimmy, rockson and kenny. Kenny can be one though sometimes he tend to post up bimbo-like entries. And he commented xia xue's blog being too bimbo. what a contradiction.
See, when things go too general, is not a good thing too. People will seem to understand and resonance with the general posts. They will tend to have comment, or even a different opinion on what the person is writing. In the end, peole will even fire back if they think the person's opinion is different from them. Well, human always think that they're right.
"Bush even think that he needs to help the middle east in achieving stable economy and spreading democracy. But he need some fire powers to attain that."
Example, if someone critique about Bush's act, there will still be at least 1% of them who actually support Bush. And then these two people will fight over the web. Oh yeah, search for the IP address for location and send some anthrax over.
we can't actually talk about "anything" over the web. No. Things are still under controlled by Mr. Lim, the ministry of this and that. So controversial, sensitive issues are not allowed to be discuss even at the blogs. I'd say, not encouraged to. Because there's no neutral posts about these issues. People will tend to be biased to either side.
Anything that the ministry considered as "distrupting the peace of the country" is not allowed. Rumours that spreaded which will cause fear is not allowed too. These people will just kick someone and put him behind the bars.
Damn. We can't discuss those things nor give any opinion in real life, not even when we are mamak-ing. Because there might be a flying roti canai smash onto if someone heard something which he doesn't like. In the end will get gang-banged and wollap by people. And still, now we can't even do it in our blogs.
So how? We are going to keep all these stress in ourselves? No wonder people nowadays are so stressed up. No wonder there are so many corpse found at Klang river, where gahmen's people always picnic at.
Therefore, try to make things explicit. Don't use bad words like i've used before. I got fired back by those people. Try to replace each of the sensitive words. I do learn a lot from the other blogs too. I like the word mar chan. Interesting.
Freedom of speech. Can we do that in our blogs? I doubt it.
I know no one will actually give a damn about what you are writing. But there will still have some jobless surfers to read and comment your blog.
Most of the people write personal stuffs about their life. Most of the girls write bimbo blogs, where they post about where they went, who they went with, what they bought, what they have for dinner... The most typical bimbo blog is the award winning xia xue, apparently.
And some of them will write things other than their personal stuffs. Topics which are more general and controversial. Example like jimmy, rockson and kenny. Kenny can be one though sometimes he tend to post up bimbo-like entries. And he commented xia xue's blog being too bimbo. what a contradiction.
See, when things go too general, is not a good thing too. People will seem to understand and resonance with the general posts. They will tend to have comment, or even a different opinion on what the person is writing. In the end, peole will even fire back if they think the person's opinion is different from them. Well, human always think that they're right.
"Bush even think that he needs to help the middle east in achieving stable economy and spreading democracy. But he need some fire powers to attain that."
Example, if someone critique about Bush's act, there will still be at least 1% of them who actually support Bush. And then these two people will fight over the web. Oh yeah, search for the IP address for location and send some anthrax over.
we can't actually talk about "anything" over the web. No. Things are still under controlled by Mr. Lim, the ministry of this and that. So controversial, sensitive issues are not allowed to be discuss even at the blogs. I'd say, not encouraged to. Because there's no neutral posts about these issues. People will tend to be biased to either side.
Anything that the ministry considered as "distrupting the peace of the country" is not allowed. Rumours that spreaded which will cause fear is not allowed too. These people will just kick someone and put him behind the bars.
Damn. We can't discuss those things nor give any opinion in real life, not even when we are mamak-ing. Because there might be a flying roti canai smash onto if someone heard something which he doesn't like. In the end will get gang-banged and wollap by people. And still, now we can't even do it in our blogs.
So how? We are going to keep all these stress in ourselves? No wonder people nowadays are so stressed up. No wonder there are so many corpse found at Klang river, where gahmen's people always picnic at.
Therefore, try to make things explicit. Don't use bad words like i've used before. I got fired back by those people. Try to replace each of the sensitive words. I do learn a lot from the other blogs too. I like the word mar chan. Interesting.
224# They are not meant to die
224# They are not meant to die
Another one is harmed by the blood hunger blade of the inhuman criminals. And this time, even a life is taken. Seems that rahman students is no longer living in peace.
For more than a few times, the news of rahman students got robbed hit to the headline of the newspaper that i read. And this afternoon, i was having my brunch and reading the paper at the same time. When i read across the news where the guy got killed by the robber, i feel so sorry for his family.
My tear was about to spill out. Seriously i damn pity the victim. An intelligent, kind and nice guy's life was taken just like that. Imagine how much of contribution this guy can give to the country in the future. You and me might need his help some day. And in the end the country has just lost one more person who will push it forward.
The ratio of criminal to law enforcers is going to be significant. The number of criminals is increasing, and the arithmetric trend goes faster than the number of policemen around. Subsequently, this is the best excuse for the authority to reason why there are still so many crime around. Lacking of men power.
I doubt the excuse given. My point of view is, if the policemen are hardworking enough to patrol around, at least it can scares off these criminals. And better than nothing, it can still lower the chances of crime taking place.
I've stay at my taman for 13 years. And i rarely see a police car pass by. Not more than the number of fingers and toes i have. Not that i always sit at home, i do drive around at my taman. And i hardly see policemen patrol around.
We can't even tell are these policemen working or not. We can only see them appear to clean up the mess each time something bad happen. But before that, where were they? Aren't they suppose to show up from the middle of nowhere to stop shit from happening?
When i was young, i always think that police is a sacred job and policeman is a very great person. I saluted to them when i saw them in my primary school bus. It was just a few times, though.
But the more i got exposed, the more i learn about the force, the more negative stuffs i know about them. Eventually the hero image of them in me is totally smashed like a glass, and scattered on the floor just like that.
Policeman's job is to protect the citizens from being harmed. But why is there still so many people being endangered by those irresponsible, brainless motherfuckers? These people are not meant to die. But those fuckers are. So, the authorities, pleace enforce the law kao kao. Chop kao the fuckers. Shot kao them.
Another one is harmed by the blood hunger blade of the inhuman criminals. And this time, even a life is taken. Seems that rahman students is no longer living in peace.
For more than a few times, the news of rahman students got robbed hit to the headline of the newspaper that i read. And this afternoon, i was having my brunch and reading the paper at the same time. When i read across the news where the guy got killed by the robber, i feel so sorry for his family.
My tear was about to spill out. Seriously i damn pity the victim. An intelligent, kind and nice guy's life was taken just like that. Imagine how much of contribution this guy can give to the country in the future. You and me might need his help some day. And in the end the country has just lost one more person who will push it forward.
The ratio of criminal to law enforcers is going to be significant. The number of criminals is increasing, and the arithmetric trend goes faster than the number of policemen around. Subsequently, this is the best excuse for the authority to reason why there are still so many crime around. Lacking of men power.
I doubt the excuse given. My point of view is, if the policemen are hardworking enough to patrol around, at least it can scares off these criminals. And better than nothing, it can still lower the chances of crime taking place.
I've stay at my taman for 13 years. And i rarely see a police car pass by. Not more than the number of fingers and toes i have. Not that i always sit at home, i do drive around at my taman. And i hardly see policemen patrol around.
We can't even tell are these policemen working or not. We can only see them appear to clean up the mess each time something bad happen. But before that, where were they? Aren't they suppose to show up from the middle of nowhere to stop shit from happening?
When i was young, i always think that police is a sacred job and policeman is a very great person. I saluted to them when i saw them in my primary school bus. It was just a few times, though.
But the more i got exposed, the more i learn about the force, the more negative stuffs i know about them. Eventually the hero image of them in me is totally smashed like a glass, and scattered on the floor just like that.
Policeman's job is to protect the citizens from being harmed. But why is there still so many people being endangered by those irresponsible, brainless motherfuckers? These people are not meant to die. But those fuckers are. So, the authorities, pleace enforce the law kao kao. Chop kao the fuckers. Shot kao them.
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